the affect you had on me .

" im feelin disrespected & neglected by the one she loved .. he made her feel unloveable but fuckable knowing he was able to unable her & label her what he wants .. to make it stoppable i thought it was impossible . but he knew what he doing cause he was lying she felt like she was dying & when she was crying i was crying cause there was no denying the pain in her eyes .. this was emotional rape & no excape, but for her mouth to be taped & reshaped into a smile. The man that stopped her heart twice is the same man that left & didnt look back twice, but the government still names her as his wife. She got the advice and rolled the dice & moved on despite the price . Love is in my heart , it was there from the start but the way you treated her tore me apart. So i attempt to play it smart makin a mental chart for the next work for art to start. But its hard to embrace a knew pace, but im wellin to face & fill in this new space so can i earse all the disgrace he put her face . Even tho i had avoid to all you little boys, because i was so destroyed. I was bit annoyed at how much i enjoyed being around this new boy he looks in the eyes . Never told me a lie i was amazed & dazed .. my heart rate raised i knew i was saved & entering new a phaze. No more disrespect & neglect .. just a perfect, correct select . So now i decide whats going to keep me happy & whats going to make me cry. I live my life by choices i make, not by decision you give me to take. "